yes ur allowed to have other friends u just have to love me more
You seem a bit crazy but maybe going out with somebody new would do me good.
It’s so soon but I’m done feeling like this.
And I’m sure he has been flirting with everyone possible..
Anxiety is wanting to ask your partner a million questions as to why they’re with you, why they say they care about you, and so on.
Depression is not thinking you’re worth enough to even ask those questions, let alone be with them.
and having both of them is the definition of hell
Out on my ass basically. Shweet.
I hadn’t cried at all today until I found all my pills empty and my dad started telling me about how I’M the one treating HIM badly…
I called Braydon. I didn’t expect him to answer.
But he did. And I asked him if he took them and I told him I hoped he did. He said he didn’t even know I had them and asked why and naturally I start bawling again. I tried to get off the phone but he said “No, wait, wait. Are you okay?”
Needless to say that’s when I really lost it. Then I broke the “lost it” scale when he told me he loved me.
And shitty timing.
Thankful for friends’ couches and my car. Gypsy life. And fuck holidays, they’re just an obligation to hang around your shitty fucking family. I’m not doing that shit.